This is the THIRD time that I on my pc.
That goes to show how bored and lifeless I am.

Am upset!Am fedup!
But there's nothing to be done.

Sometimes I sit up wondered..

Am I a good girl?
Am I a good girlfriend?
Am I a good daughter?
Am I a good sister?
Am I a good friend?
Am I a good person,in a stranger's eyes?

Define what's good?

There are some people who couldnt care less(or could care less..Which sounds right?).
They just go on being nonchalent about others.Be indifferent.
Or rather I just say they are trying to be.
Coz deep inside they know they do care.They mind what others think of them.Yet they couldnt find themselves fit to the level of 'Good' as being predefined by others.

I always tried to be as good as I can be.
Times there are I'm not good...not good enough.

If you,who are reading this,think I am not good enough or simply said not good.
There is nothing I can do either.
And maybe I refused to do anything about it.

I never think that relationships(generally speaking) is a trade.
It doesnt mean that you give that much,I should return an equitable amount.
If it's broken,I shall let it be after I searched my conscience.

It is always what's fresh that best,right?
You get the sweetest things/treatments.

I am tired of putting things down coz it never once change a single thing b/w us.

In the end I will only be told off as getting harder and harder to please.

I dont think anyone reads the fine prints of a relationship.
I think a new relationship should comes with disclaimers.
To protect both parties,there should be clauses and exit clauses in the event of a failed one.

I just asked myself...

Is this right?
Are we going the right thing?
Are we heading towards the right direction and path?

Define what's right?

There are so many things in life that we dunno what's right or wrong.

In the end we are always the wrong ones.

We just think we are right at that time.

Since a very long time,I fallen in love with this song.
Another Level --From The Heart.

I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before

And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door

Love brook your heart and brought you lies

Look in my eyes

You'll see a love that's deep and true

Tender and strong and all for you

You can trust this love

Honest, that's the honest truth

From the heart I'm giving you everything, everything

From the heartI promise you that I'll be thereI'll be there to love you

From the soulI'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is

From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need

And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me

These arms will never let you down

They're staying around

I'll walk with you through every storm

I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm

And you'll have no doubt

You're the one I'm living for

From the heart (from the heart baby)

I'm giving you everything (oh)everything (giving you everything)

From the heart (my heart)

I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)

I'll be there to love you

From the soulI'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)

All I feel (all I feel) isFrom the heart, from the heart (from the heart

I provide the love you need...get clse my touch..believe in me..i will never make u cry..given i all i got..all i got is....ohh...

From the heart (from the heart baby)I'm giving you everything

(oh)everything (giving you everything)

From the heart (my heart)I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)

I'll be there to love you

From the soulI'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)

All I feel (all I feel) is

From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)

I'm giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)

From the heart (from my heart)I promise you that

I'll be there (I'll be there to love you,love you, ooh)I'll be there to love you (ohh)

From the soul (my soul)I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel)is

From the heart (the heart) from the heartOoh, from the heart, from the heart...

I thought it was a beautiful song.
I always wanted a protector...

...You were once that and you promised..
Time wears you to be nothing like the song you sing.

Sure I am getting harder to please.
Know why?
Coz you are not like what's before?
I am losing up...missing the stuffs that I once have.

Songs are beautiful..but none of it is real.
Reality is never beautiful.
Things that are beautiful are the things you dont own or lost.

I know you who read this would agree.

Dont sing Darius "Live Twice".
I think it is just an excuse.
Living once makes the mistakes..living twice means that you wont make any mistakes?




It's boring!

It's BORING!

I am not staying happy.

And when I stayed unhappy,I will be sick!

"sick of tired of this world.....~~~"(forgets the lyrics)